Its time for change

The world is ageing and my mind is expanding with a violent explosion. My frames are shifting. I don't understand how or why, i just know i have to move. The veil has been torn, but you were the one who burst the bubble, placed the shard in my wound, who bombarded me with fresh ideas, new concepts, you suggested perhaps the world isn't so flat. You found a key I didn't know I had and opened a door in my mind, to the world and to myself. I despised you for that, you made me taste pain like I never knew existed, yet i placed you on a pedestal and gleaned from your every word, so thirsty it made me blind with desire.

You should be congratulated, you did what I thought no one could do, but you tricked me with knowledge and drunk I fell right in, hypnotized but your charismatic wisdom, you knew everything and every word that spewed out of your mouth was like a drop of the purest honey, laced with opium. I don't hate you, I never have, I'm just angry that you preyed on me when I was so vulnerable and when you gained my trust you let me fall and watched me pick up the pieces. And somehow you wiggled your back into my universe and now your hand has a firmer grip over my mind than ever. Yet I feel excruciating joy, a sense of release that I have been liberated, I'm so empowered, finally I can fly. The waves of aching pain have subsided and clarity has flooded into my intellect. I know now I have what you have, that nauseating power, that all knowing wisdom. I feel new, I feel me, I feel like the world is ageing and my mind is expanding....

Louis this is love

i gave you all the love i got, i gave you more than i could give. i gave you love.

And thats exactly how it is. Exactly how i feel. how can you just throw what we have away. Because of what they think? you told me that you love me that i am the perfect girl. Then why this? At least let me go when i want to.

Didn't i tell you what i believe?
we were near the rocks at uni. I was crying and you grabbed my hand to told me that we should try. that we could have one of those fantastic relationships. I told you no that it wouldn't work. But you convinced me to try. And here we are four years later, we have that fantastic relationship and now you are telling me no.

Did somebody say that, i love like this won't last?
I told you that i feel so so stupid, that i shouldn't have let you change my mind. You told me that our future is in my hands. Its up to me whether or not we push forward. Does that me you want to? that confused me.

I keep crying. Theres nothing like you and i baby.
I know how i feel is real. I don't think i care what everyone else has said. It is our lives, if we do go through with this we'll regret it for eternity. You know there's nothing like you and i. you know that.

This is no ordinary love.
i don't know how we will work things out. I don't know what the future holds but i do know that we can find a way together.

Mundane Friday

So here i find myself sitting at Mattherson library, desperately trying to finish off a management assignment with my boy-friend Anees. It’s nearly done but it’s still a major drain! A job that should take about 2 hours is going to take five because we talk, laugh and waste too much time. But it’s all good.

Last night i saw Cinderella man with Russell Crowe, i have to admit that he is a great actor, however i don't really care much/think much of him, as i don't think highly of violent people. What impressed me was that it was such an emotional ride of a movie. You feel excited when he is successful in his matches and remorseful when there is no food for the family to eat.

If you are wondering who this adorable baby is, it’s my nephew Kobe Jonathan. He is too cute! Isn’t he? and he is only 3 month old. So cute, so cute.

Take care
Akosua

The first time

Well well well
This is somewhat exciting! My friend Aaron wong showed me his website and i decided that i want to jump on the band wagon. This could either be exquisitely wonderful or highly disasterous, but C'est la vie.

Well i guess i should introduce myself. My name is Nana Akosua Adwo Henaku- Aboagye (what i mouth full) and i was born in Bida (Nigeria) in 1985 on the 21st of April. (Thats me to the right).

I am 20 years old, and i am currently studying Science Engineering at Monash University (Melbourne). I am pretty much intersted in everything...

i am so tired... so i will write more later
sweet dreams!